I'm becoming increasingly bummed out about our weather. I know fall is the time for rain and wind and cold weather. I was looking forward to the cooler weather and wind but non-stop rain?? Its getting old.
Because I have not hiked since last week, and during that hike.....nothing exciting or worth sharing happened. I still love it though....I just am needing to do more of it. My boots are calling my name everyday and I feel so bad like I'm neglecting them!
I have planned some pretty cool hikes as soon as the sun comes out....or at least when it stops raining. I have the trails mapped out and how far I plan on going.
In the meantime...I have been knitting. Yes, knitting. I enjoy knitting though so its okay....I create cool things with my hands. I have even gone as far as joining a class to learn out to knit socks. Not the super thick ugly socks that people never wear but the thin, super-cool kind of socks that you can wear everyday. I am anxious to learn a new pattern and this was the best way for me to learn how. I've tried watching the tutorials on You-Tube but don't have the best luck...figured it would be easier with a real teacher :)
Not much else is new except for the GREAT fact that Sam and I have been cleared to start fertility again. With my sugar being under control, they gave us the go-head to begin treatments again. Hopefully we'll have better luck this time. I was taking a pill medication for my diabetes that was a huge aid in keeping my sugar levels under control...that along with diet and excersie that is. Bad thing about this whole thing is I can't get off my medication but I can't keep taking it while trying to get pregnant or if/when I do become pregnant. So...I am now giving myself injections of insulin on a daily basis. Its a little trickier and I'm still trying to get used to it. Its not so much giving myself the shot that bothers me but the keeping track of my levels, making sure I'm eating small meals throughout the day....which I normally have no issue with but its the "how often" I have to eat. I need to eat sooner than what I normally would otherwise my sugar levels drop and I get super dizzy, hot flashy...feel like I'm going to pass out kind of thing. I have to carry the glucose tabs, or (smarties candy, thank you Jenny!) on me at all times. I guess I never fully realized how the whole insulin thing works but now that I am diabetic, and I'm paying attention to what goes into my mouth, and how much insulin I'm giving myself.....it makes me fully understand what a pain in the rear this really is. I don't wish any of this on anyone.....I wish my health wasn't as awful as it seems...I know it could be worse but I also feel that I could have done a lot to prevent this years ago....by paying attention to my weight and what I was eating. But....I didn't and now I'm paying the price for it. I just pray that I learn to manage it the right way and keep it under control so that I may be able to become pregnant and have a healthy baby....that and to keep myself healthy during a pregnancy.
So....although this post really wasn't about hiking all that much, it is exactly what has been going on. Sorry if I've bored you!
Until next time......